For as long as I can remember, I've had this burning desire to be treated as a child. I always just wanted the security of a paternal figure. Someone that would tell me what to do and punish me if I disobeyed.

In high school, I tried dating the macho guys that seemed to have dominant personalities, but they turned out to be big sissies when I asked them to spank me. One of them tried, but he was so concerned with hurting me, he barely smacked my ass at all. Needless to say, high school was a rather boring portion of my life.

In college, I met a man that seemed to fit the role perfectly. He was strong and handsome and loved to take me over his knee for a good sound spanking. He also introduced me to another aspect of ageplay - diapers. I had heard of infantilism and diaper fetish before, but it never really piqued an interest in me. That changed quickly the first time he taped me up into a disposable diaper. The thick padding between my legs gave me a constant reminder of my little girl status and it felt divine.

After my introduction to adult diapers, I began playing out some of my 'caught in the act' fantasies. I would wear a diaper under a particularly short skirt and find reasons to bend over in front of cute guys. The reactions from the men that witnessed my diaper flashing fueled my desires even more. I rarely got a comment, but the looks on their faces was all I needed.

My relationship with my college sweetheart ended after graduation, as he moved across the country for work and I was unwilling to leave my home. Since then, I've had no luck finding the right man to fill that role. The men I've met since college have either been far too sadistic or they're looking for someone to be dominant. I just want to meet a strict, paternal man that will love me and treat me like the little diaper girl I am.

Some day, I'll find the right guy for me. Until then, I'll make due with changing my own diapers and finding creative ways to get the punishments I deserve. =)


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Adult Babies and Diaper Punishment

Adult babies are adults who have the desire to wear diapers and be treated like a helpless infant. This is also known as infantilism. In many cases, the desire for these acts is of a sexual nature, in which case it is classed as a sexual fetish. The majority of adult babies are heterosexual males.

Diaper punishment is the act of disciplining someone wearing diapers, usually an adult baby. This diaper punishment can be applied through pain (such as spanking) or a loss of physical freedom (such as being caged or bound). Punishment can also be non-physical. It could be humiliation, loss of privileges, orders to do a task or really anything inflicted upon the diaper wearing person being punished - which they do not enjoy.

Adults in Diapers - Diaper Lovers

Diaper lover (or DL for short) is a popular term for a person with a strong desire to wear or use diapers with out a physiological need for them. This is different than infantilism because diaper lovers donít necessarily want to behave like an infant. They merely like the idea of wearing diapers or seeing another person wear them. In many cases, the person also enjoys diaper punishment.